You Are The T H U N D E R And I Am The L I G H T N I N G

Wednesday, April 21, 2010 @ 2:07 AM

Babe , didn't know that we could be warded in the hospital on the same day .
It's the first time for me , but i know it's not for you .
You must take care of your health thoroughly babe ,
because it's not a good sign to be going in and out of the hospital several times .
I hope you're doing fine .
Lucky enough , my big brother brought my laptop along .
At least i could update something .
Just went for my scanning ,
and the results are still pending .
I'm feeling the jitters right now .
Because the results of my scanning , xray and blood test all decides whether i should go for my operation .
I don't want to go for it , really i dont .
Since it's my first experience , blood tests are painful in a way .
But long the way , i'm getting used to it .
Doctor said my neck is either having infections , or something uninvited is growing .
Well , they are still investigating .
So i'll have to wait .
I don't know for how long must i stay here .
And Darvesh is coming out today .
I'm effing sad , i can't meet him today .
Haishhh , nevermind .
Guys , pray for the best of me ok ?
I'm not asking much .
I just want to go back home .
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